Is been 2 months i guess, that i've back in singlehood track.
People may think i still drag it, shall i said yes i do.
Just ask anyone if they gave you a reason, that you can't accept.
You think is easy journey for me.
I learned, that life has to move on no matter what.
Whatever his reason that he lied/to make up story/to make thing not getting worst.
He maybe a jerk saying this kind of reason.
For whatever reason, i know he used to be in my life.
Even a short moment.
I still treasure what we gone thru.
I learned from all my past relationship.
Not to hope, hope can lead to desperation.
People keep asking me, not to have any contact with him at all.
I listen, but you guys don't even know.
How hard i went thru, i wanted to msg or even give you a call.
I wanted to listen to my heart, to still keep in touch.
But looking at you, seeing you happy with other girl in your life.
Well i might just said let give up.
No point waiting.
I just wish all the best :)
Revenge is never ever my game.
I'm getting my life on track back.
Even i still love you, still miss you.
I've made my decision, just let it go.
Go on with my life.
I've tons to focus on.
Especially on my studies, is time to make my parents proud.
Men can wait, with my family problem getting to much to handle.
Love can wait, when the day comes it will comes.
Maybe is you, maybe other guys.
Only him knows, who is the guy for me.
Don't ever rush, take it slow and steady.
I'm not other girls, go under desperation,contact back.
Get patch back, because i never believe in patching :)
I'm not a girl, who go crazy because of transportation.
Because materialistic will never last long.
Anytime, god can take everything you had.
So girls, please don't go with a guys due to their transportation.
Because, trust me it will never last long.
Girls please don't be so clingy to guy 24/7 because, he hate it.
He has his life, his friends, his family.
And so do you!
Get a life!